Reply To: Am I a good cuckold?

My wife has not complained about him shoving his cock down her throat. I have learned my wife likes it rough, except when it comes to our lovemaking. I tried once to mimic him and she told me to stop. That definitely hurt my male ego.
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I guess when I say something in me snaps, I guess it is the only time I truly get angry that my wife is pleasuring him, that he is getting off on getting sucked, that I don’t even exist in that moment. Maybe it is whatever alpha part I may have deep inside of me comes out, but I am such a submissive male that that I do not do anything and I think I get more angry with myself. I should be stopping this, pulling my wife away from his cock, hitting him, taking control, be a man, take back what should be mine. But I do nothing. I am there watching, no control over the situation. It probably is the only time I am upset with myself that my cock is rock hard. How can I be so aroused when I am being made a fool of, that I am being truly cockold.

Not sure if this makes senses, but it is the best way for me to describe it.