Reply To: Just been cuckolded today

My wife had said there is no way she could handle seeing me with another woman, the thought of it made her throw up sick. So that was never ever brought up again. But I wanted to see her with another man. I wanted to see her in action, I wanted to see her pleasured, I wanted to see how see would be acting with someone else.

Well when that day came I was so excited I was going to watch my wife fuck another man. But the moment I seen her starting to get excited as she held his cock and then got excited to suck him hard. Then the excitement on her face when she seen how big his cock was. Much larger than mine. I just kept saying to myself this is what you wanted to see, my heart was pounding. My emotions very mixed with excitement and now jealousy beyond my imagination. Part of me wanted to see him penetrate her, part of my wanted it to stop. Again I reminded myself this is what I wanted to see. My cock was hard as I watched for the first time my wife getting into another man and his big cock.

As I watched him fuck her for over two hours straight non stop, watched her have rolling orgasms. I had al ready cum three times myself standing there jacking off on to the hotel room carpet. Right after every time I would cum the jealousy set in hard as they were still going at it. I would start playing with my cock again trying to push that aside until my excitement would take over the jealousy.

That was in 2003, now I still watch my wife fuck other man with great excitement. it took until the third time and I came to except the fact that there was no way I could fuck her as well as they were fucking her before the jealousy went away. Communication and acceptance is what its all about for us.