Reply To: Pantied

I wear panties and I do it because the reason Luvr wrote. Panties perfectly expresses my sexual inadequacy regarding to traditional male role. And believe me, it works. I write the story maybe it helps others.
So I have a beautiful shy brunette wife. She is 48, I am a little bit over 50. She is in good shape, curvy where it is important but not fat at all.
I have cuckold tendencies for more than a decade, and confessed it tho her also a decade ago. She never said no but she didn’t play along. She was not interested. Paralelly to my cuckolding wish – reading cuckolding sites including this, I realized that I want to wear panties instead male underwear. I confesse it also to her, right before the epidemic when we experienced with she dominating me sexually. She said no to me wearing panties, and also the dominating game didn’t work because she is submissive sexually, just like me. Ok, I gave up and our marriage turned to almost sexless marriage, we had two intercourse per year. Additionally I faced with ED and now I am impotent. I don’t remember when I cum into her the last time. Feeling that our sexually active years are close to finish, last weekend I asked her to make love what we did, and I satisfied her orally as I do for years. After sex we had a conversation and I told her that I worried that these years are the lasts of our sexually active life, and I ‘d be happy if she cuckolds me. She hummed and caressed me then I brought the panties topic too. And she answered positively this time. I confessed that I had a box full of panties and if I was permitted to put them into my drawer instead of my male underwear. She giggled and told me to show my panties what I did. She told me that I was free to wear them just I must have be sure it would not be uncovered by our family and social circle.
So I started to wear them, and yesterday morning she saw me pulling up one and it turned her on. She asked me to order some for her too and we browsed the ebay together for it. Accidentally it showed a crotchless panties too what I am not interested in but she told me to order. I asked her if she really wanted to wear them and she said she would need a date panties. I asked if she was considering cuckolding me and she answered that she would take a lover.
My theory is that seeing me in panties convinced her to replace me in bed. Two bird with one stones. I still can’t believe it. I think I become cuckold soon probably in this year. I am aware that a good respectful bull is hard to find.