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joe and lola
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    Thanks for responding. I should have been clearer on my feelings regarding this development: I am so happy for her that she is really beginning to feel the freedom of making her own choices and being able to what she feels in the moment, not just some scheduled long-term responsibility, be that me or her reg guy. It is not my place to tell him and I am uncertain he knows.

    As it so happens, with this lad from the other night is hot and can I can imagine them together, him now knowing what our marriage is maybe, which brings me so much cuckold angst and heightened emotion because of the new agreement of not details if she chooses not to divulge.

    I guess my only fly in this ointment of cuckold reality is that she can choose to sleep with someone that I don’t find suitable or just plain don’t like them. It’s her choices after all. Who knows, with the way the cuck mind works, I could find it hotter than I ever thought possible, knowing she has the cock she desires, not some negotiated arrangement with a cuck (me!) that should’ve known better years ago. I feel – no – we feel so much more like we’ve found freedom but in oh so different ways.