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I love fbat story it gives me hope. So maybe a part of her still thinks I dont mean it, or there’s some other secret motive behind it. Which idont know- she knows how much it turns me on ive showed her. A year ago when we were talking about this fantasy in depth i would be hard as a rock while we sat and talked about it.

When she admitted that she often would think of it on nights she couldnt cum during sex. She would close her eyes and imagine it and cum instantly. She said “i hope that doesnt offend yoy” so i took her hand and put it on my hard dick and said “as ylu can see i like it” but she always went back to “I don’t want to share you with other women” no matter how many times i told her I don’t want that.

Other fears- religious beliefs , people finding out and judging her. Said one night “he would have to be from a different state when we’re Way and we would never see him again and he didn’t know us” I said thats hot but then soon after I was met with “I never actually wanted it. It was just a version of you fucking me while you watched and jerked off. Just a fantasy”

She will periodically say some stuff because she knows I like it but not often. She will make a comment while talking about ice cream “I want a big hard brown one” then smirk at me and say “just kidding I really like huge vanilla ones” just to tease. Or tell me a guy on tv is hot and sexy etc.

Only other times is after drinking she will talk real dirty and say she wants to be DP and the hottest sex in her life was when she told me about her fantasy. But then it gets shut down after.

I have tread really lightly not to push but just let it sit with her because she knows I want her to do it. I’m just stuck I don’t want to push but I don’t want it to never happen because I do nothing either.