Reply To: Desperately need help ….

It was not the cuckolding; it was your husband that destroyed what you and he had.
He is like a teenage boy. And no one takes a teenager seriously. He manipulates you into cuckolding him and then is angry. Your husband is simply a child. He would screw up a good game of golf. And, it would not be the golf that is lacking or the players; it simply is him. Likewise it is not the cuckolding. And, you are not the problem either. It is him. As far as sex goes, it is something which I think you need to enjoy, without him. You mention leaving him; I would say this is very smart. You are a fine young lady. A non-cuckold guy would be lucky to be with you; and, as well, a true cuckold would also be so very lucky to be with you. You are indeed, a gift.