Reply To: Experiment Pt. 2

She took a deep breath, and suggested that we try something, which I agreed to. She asked me to pull my penis out. While I did that, she stripped out of her clothes and we sat next to each other on the bed. She started giving me a handjob and began explaining that when she is with our friend, things feel more natural. The things she does with him feel more inclined to happen, as if they had always been meant to happen that way with him. But that with me, even though she loves me, and has enjoyed sex with me, there has always seemed to be a missing piece—a barrier. She said it feels more natural for her what we were doing at that point in time – her giving me a hand job – and that she’d feel better if we could make this a permanent thing, with routine one-on-one conversations and handjobs.