Reply To: Starting to first explore my sexual inferiority

Although I have never seen my wife’s boyfriends equipment, my wife has described it as at least three times the size of my little penis. Does this make me feel inadequate? You bet it does, the mere fact that she has to make love with another guy alone, makes me feel inadequate and so it should! He is a superior male than I am or ever will be, otherwise he wouldn’t be the one my wife has chosen to couple with. The fact that she has to be intimate with him makes me feel inadequate.
Every time I see her kiss him, be it passionately or just a quick peck on his lips, makes me feel inadequate. When we are all out together and she holds his hand and spends most of her affection to him, makes me feel inadequate. When I hear her tell him how much she’s in love with him makes me feel inadequate. BUT, that’s a good thing! We are as cuckold husbands an inferior male to the bull or boyfriend. That alone, gives me the buzz and excitement, knowing that I will never be the man that he is and I will never take his place as the sexual partner with my wife.