Reply To: Her lover move in during quarantine

We keep private about our sex life and will not be telling others. I am concerned how this will play out after the lockdown. If Wayne does move in we will have to have a cover story. Right now I would like him to leave. I want Jenn back but realistically she will never be the same. If I ask him to leave he probably would but Jenn would hate me forever. She has told me more than once, “This was your idea now live with the consequences!”
We have not discussed the poly marriage lately and I think it may have been a phase. This is currently more of a Dom Bull Owner situation.
For our privacy no photos will be shared. I’m sorry to disappoint you. Use your imagination and look at other photos on the web that could suffice for visuals.
No, Wayne and Jenn are not aware of my journaling and I prefer this being my secret outlet.
I appreciate the support from those responding. It helps me get through the rough patches.
No, I do not enjoy being plugged. I accept it as part of my submission training. I know Jenn likes seeing me plugged and I suspect her anal training is challenging for her.
Wayne is a good Master and his military and psych ops training have given him skills as our owner. He intimidates me mentally and of course physically. Jenn is infatuated with him still. I noticed she printed out a photo of the two of them and it’s framed on her nightstand. Since they rearranged the bedroom furniture it’s no longer my bedroom.
When I’m alone I try not to focus on this situation too much. It is draining emotionally.
Jenn is at her office today. Wayne and I had coffee together. Our conversation was about the current headlines. No sexual talk or role play. His work is going well and he is happy as more new clients are needing his expertise. He’s back in his office (my old den) now.
I’m going to work in the garden. Feeling kind of melancholy today.