Reply To: When did you realize you were a cuckold

I realized I was a cuckold when my first wife cheated on me. Our marriage wasn’t going so well for a variety of reasons. Sex also played a role somewhere. I knew her lover very well. He was her acquaintance, not mine, and he often came to visit us. Us? Well, more her than us. But I dumbass didn’t really notice. At some point she started to go out regularly in the evenings. Most of the time she didn’t come home until early in the morning. Often only in the morning. Well-behaved as I was, I took care of the children. Put them to bed and made them breakfast, took them to school.
At first she allegedly only went to a friend, then at some point she officially went to him. She had told me, but always insisted that nothing would work. All just a friendly get-together with friends. Because she had had something to drink, she often stopped driving home and slept on the sofa with him.
I was no longer allowed to see her naked or to touch her. And she doesn’t touch me anymore. I was just allowed to kiss her. Knowing that she is with him and knowing what will happen there, I began to imagine what it looks like what they are doing at night. And I got hard, jerked my soul out!
I pictured her cunt smeared with his semen as she passed me smelling of him, of his sex. And I got hard again. I jealously checked her cell phone at every opportunity and there it was: a dick pic of him! He sent it to her with the words “thanks for the night! Now you have something to dream about until we meet again”
And he was tall. And he was beautiful. And he showed me: You are a cuckold! Even if I didn’t even know the term back then.