Reply To: Wives who Play Solo while, Hubby at Home with Kids.

It’s been a good while since my wife and her guy Tony had properly met, though he’d often call into where we have our place of business; sadly her assuring me nothing happened. It was so sad to hear that nothing happened because I know how much she wanted him instead of me. He is 20 years my junior, so fit and with a nice long cock to truly satisfy her.

During this time I discovered on an old drive long-forgotten some vids I’d taken of a few guys that had fucked her in the early days as well as a fair bit of her with her first guy and just a few pictures of Tony, looking amazing together. She’d agreed to the filming to give me as she put it a momento, something to jerk off to later. At first it was hot to see it but the more I listened to those vids, the more I was devastated and, well, ashamed of the way I behaved.

Instead of letting her enjoy things fully without interfernce, I kept interupting them and asking if they could do this or that and I have to say she did very often look at me coldly as she was clearly pissed off; I was obviously in the way. It had been me who had gotten her into the scene and maybe I thought I had some right to control things. Alongside this, I remembered being told by her first guy that sex when I wasn’t there was always more intimate and intense as they weren’t putting on a performance and she’d often mention secret sessions with him, so she was sometimes leading that.

I knew then it was the only way we could resume this cuckold journey and make her feel comfortable. Also, when I was told a few years ago by her first guy that actually, they frequently had sex without me (I had suggested he come away with us on our family holiday and that he would of course sleep each night with her in the main bedroom, but they’d said it was purely for sleeping, no sex. In hindsight, clearly an unreasonable promise to keep and not a fair one on them. But of course they’d fucked each night whilst I was asleep next door and that they’d fantasised about a weekend away together by themselves. Plus, when he stayed with us for a few days at a time I would be at work and well, you can work out the rest. The news, when he bragged about it to me was a real head fuck.

I started remembering back to the times I would be told by them to wait in the hotel lobby, sent out to the shops, or on solo drinks dates that led to a lot more on the way home and being at work when she had been with someone that I knew about but she’d asked to let her meet the guy without me. And as I did so I realised these times actually turned me on the most. Instead of being angry I was incredibly turned on to this intense element of my cuckold reality. I needed to be a better cuck and allow her complete freedom to meet without me and give her the time and space to properly enjoy her boyfriend without hassling her. Now it was all I could think about.