Re: Completely Denied

When she first started she did try letting me have her afterwards. I have had the joy of tasting and feeling her very recently used. I treasure each of those memories. Very soon though she decided that she felt uncomfortable with this and prefered to be faithful to her lover. His attitude hardened too and he became insistent on having her to himself. I now know that this corresponded with them beginning to want a child together so I guess it makes sense. The surprise for me was how erotic this decision was for me. The usual mixture of feelings. Shame and humiliation when she confessed that she had never achieved orgasm with me and often did not enjoy sex with me. Joy when the clear boundary allowed her to become very much more open about the way her sexuality was developing. Even now that relationship is over she has not restarted a sexual relationship with me. Basically she is ready for another man and I wouldn’t want to stand in the way or encourage her to settle for less.