Re: Cuckolds describe your feelings?

The first time was bittersweet for me. I didn’t know what to feel. What drove me over the edge was when she was teasing these 3 guys outside the hotel window giving them a strip tease and stuff was so hot and sexy. But I couldn’t fully enjoy it cause I had other things running thru my mind like is this really happening what if she doesn’t love me anymore cause I want her to do this. Then thinking OMG what if this gets out. What if my family finds out or my friends. But what made it feel so good I was doing what I had fantasized about for almost a year. She was amazing. But when it was all done and we went back home I was a nervous wreck. I knew it felt so good going through with it that it would definitely happen again and I couldn’t risk being found out by people I knew. So we stopped.