Re: In praise of Emily

A few quick words about intoxication. Right now, the three of us are intoxicated in our various ways with what we are doing. Sex is heightened and for sure I would like to fuck Emily silly, every night. She wants to abandon herself to the lust of it all and James, well James is exploring the deeper and dirtier recesses of submission. It would be so easy to go at this full on-to see each other daily, to ramp up the sexy acts again and again. Cuckolding involves thrill seeking. But there is a psychological reality here too and that’s to do with repetition becoming boring and sexual intensity seeming overwhelming (odd extremes I know, but true). We’re not dealing with that right now, but I don’t want it to become an issue. I want Emily longer term and in the past as a bull, like other bulls I suppose, i have been greedy and pushed it full on to the point where it has overwhelmed a couple and they panic. So soon it will be time to suggest the more languorous, indulgent, gentle and sensual pleasures of living this way. I will take Emily away for sure and have James wait and wonder, but this summer too I fancy booking a cabin in the woods. I want the pair of them to feel close with me, to show just how horny it can be helping a woman feel a siren as we take turns to pleasure her, each in our rank order way. I will admire the way that Emily rides James’ face and he will in turn watch as I thrust her through a deep orgasm. We will be our own intimate and secret society, but will talk too about involving selected others. Close friends can help sustain the lifestyle in the longer term.

If you’re a bull then- think on about pacing the sex, this rush of intoxication. I’m loving it, really am, but I have to manage things too. Emily deserves hotwifehood long term and I want to be part of that.