Re: In praise of Emily

Sunday lunchtime-now. Mags was up early making fresh bread, preparing a brunch for us all. James has brought me up coffee and Emily snuggles into the big bed, dressing only in a silk housecoat. She is cold, but I pull her too me, kissing her slowly.

‘You OK with last night babe?’
‘More than OK’ she responds, ‘I’m sorry Ben messed up. Don’t be too harsh, he was greedy and Mags, well she looked a vixen.’
I ask whether she has James behaving nice and meek and she smiles, ‘of course.’ She wonders whether I enjoyed Mags and I nod.
I can’t think so clearly right now, so I don’t answer the question about will I train Mags? I somehow guess that Emily wants me too, to support Em as well as submit to me. Perhaps it seems too vulgar to have to do it yourself? I don’t know. Honest, this is crazy.

This right now is way too deep. It is beyond my comfort zone and experience. I am too early in my relationship with Em to be managing Mags as well. However sweet and available Mags is, its a significant extra responsibility. Ben was meant to be her distraction, to fuel her life when she wasn’t serving Emily. I will have to think on this, but if I don’t do something of what Emily expects she will be disappointed. I don’t want that. I don’t want that at all. There is so much to think about. Has my woman thought about the dynamics of this. How the hell will James cope watching Mags so much in my thrall too? Em can control a lot, but this is more complex than i know much about.

‘After brunch, we go to the pub’ I said airily. ‘and you make sure that James is nice and well behaved towards all three of us’.
Em thinks this a good idea. It is very sexy showing off her control of James to Mags. Yes, its a very good idea she decides.