Re: In praise of Emily

Now the reflective post. I’m keenly aware that this thread is rapidly developing into a saga. Its difficult. I haven’t honestly had something this intense before. It is like a tidal wave and you try to capture a lot of it. The writing gets a bit descriptive, even lurid. But I guess I want you to understand how it feels, how it seems and how that affects me as I try to play my part in this. I have serviced a few wives, worked with a few husbands before, but nothing has been this intense before. Nothing looks as though it could go on like this before. Christmas was such a freaky and a delicious time for me. I need then to take stock and to try occasionally at least to post something that is not just a romp report. If its to be of any use to you, then it should seem more than just arousing. I want to help where I can and you are invited to post your ideas, queries and thoughts here too. Its not private territory.

I have been seeing Emily a good few months and Christmas accelerated things so much. It was way too fast, but she seemed to want that. It was as if she lit her own blue touch paper and if I had not gone with that, this might not have happened. I wasn’t about to let go. This girl is special. I hadn’t planned the Mags thing- that was part of Emily’s interest and especially what she does with James. Her domination of James is a big part of the dynamic and i can only post what I encounter. Its like they are an iceberg and I see only the bit above water. I will try then sometimes to persuade Emily or James to add some info for you. The thing is though, the rush of this, its completeness leaves even a bull wondering about his control. The reins need to be held light, sensitive to the couple, but you do have to have your hands on the damned things. Sometimes it hasn’t felt like that. Not since Christmas. There is the point. If you wonder what the cuckold lifestyle is like, I guess I am saying that sometimes it isn’t a well ordered, measured, even a safe thing. Emotionally it shoots down the incline and you hang on. James must have been hanging on big time. If I have wondered then he has worried. This is something to think about. You would need to be so emotionally secure in your relationship to come down this road. It isn’t for the feint of heart or the relationship inexperienced. It is a mature couple (as in experience and openness rather than simply years) thing. If I can get my evaluative brain into gear again, I will post some more reflections. Other times I will continue the account. Take what you will.