Re: In praise of Emily

Just had a chat this morning with Mags. I really love this woman-she is warm and sexy and her discovery of her nature after a confusing time back with Andreas and her ex husband is something to behold. If my blood boils with lust four Emily, it simmers along warm and content for Mags. I am very fond of her-and protective too. She will make the ideal mature bitch and i use the b word as a compliment. I know that it is used in a derogatory sense in most people’s lips-but not mine. A bitch is a woman who respects and lives honestly with her instincts, How many times have I said to a potential cuck, ‘I will want your wife to become a bitch’ and they haven’t understood. Its always been seen in just the acute and delicious pain of humiliation. They haven’t seen it as an instinct, a state, a way of thinking and being. For them it was just an act-something they could ask her to switch off after the fucking. They would never make it through to the lifestyle as James is doing. He knows what a bitch is and understands how you must live with one.

Anyway-back to the chat with Mags. The evening out with CC went superbly well. I am so pleased and tell her so on the phone. ‘You are so lovely Jezz…you are horny, dirty, direct, but so caring’. Apparently this combination is meant to be quite impossible. May be it is-my darker side is very selfish and hedonistic. Mags and CC had dinner (lobster), and afterwards went to a club. The fucking with CC was frankly brutal. He really fucks in what Mags calls a ‘military conquest’ style and she loves it. Provoking that much lust in a man really stirs it up for her. CC wants to come off the sheath and to fuck her bareback. He wants her as ‘his woman’ and he frankly tells her that he has already told two wives that he has been servicing occasionally that their thing is coming to an end. He knows what this means. he knows about our circle and that he will have to get checked out medically. If he comes off the sheath, I will insist that Mags is his only girl. He will have to be prepared to own her and any husband that she picks up in the future.

I guess this is as near as it gets to a proposal in our lifestyle, but it has thrilled Mags. She explains that CC has a brother who lives up near us with whom he can stay and there must be some work that he can do in London. He is ready to move location, to change his job, to be attentive often in order to get inside the knickers of my beautiful and oh so poised mature girl.

‘You want that babe?’
‘Yes…very much.’
‘You think CC is ready to be part of what we all do?’
‘He is…I thought he was so good at the party…you saw him with James…and, with Emily’

Hell I am thrilled. How long have I known CC? Five years? may be more. But he has been a randy bastard with the women. He has bedded a few and left them obsessed with him. That’s an aphrodisiac. Is he ready to be close in and work for what we want together…? Mags has only seen the guy a few times, so is the chemistry real?

‘Jezz…I want you to talk it over with Emily. I haven’t said yes yet, but he knows how excited I was when we talked. Please talk to Emily and see if she would like this’
‘Yeah, sure babe. Now you ready for tonight and your man Dave/’
‘Yes…yes I am. I know that i have other needs…I know why i am with CC and why I want a man for something else.’
‘Good’.

I haven’t talked about what Em has been sounding out with Duncan- the job. But I know that she will see this as a different kettle of fish. CC is no fucking Leon after all.