Re: New obsession

Okay, I am getting a little anxious now.. She has not brought the subject up since I last posted. We had been discussing the topic almost daily since I first brought it up. I knew the name of her ex I mentioned in the last post so I did a little searching and found him on facebook. His profile was open and he still lives in the area, but it looks like he could be married or in a long term relationship (didn’t say he was in a relationship just had a lot of photos with the same woman). Do I tell her I found a way to contact him? Do I bring the subject up at all or continue to wait for her?

It is getting hard for me to be patient and the anticipation of the possibilities are driving me crazy. I don’t want to jump the gun and blow the whole thing before we even have a chance to dabble in the lifestyle. I hope she brings it up soon I need the outlet to calm me down a bit.