Widower cuck looking for a BBC slut for LTR

Hello: My wife passed away about a year ago. We were involved in the lifestyle over 6 years. She developed a sexual preference for black men when we started swinging. She quickly grew unhappy with the impersonal nature of swinging, so we started finding endowed, in shape, black men for her on the internet. Through that process, she found two regulars she really enjoyed the company of. Unfortunately, they both left the state within a 3 month period for work reasons and she became very frustrated. I had a black workout partner at the time and we had been going out with him regularly to shoot pool, watch UFC and football. There was chemistry between them and they enjoyed flirting. When my wife’s two regulars left, she asked me to tell him about the lifestyle to see if he was interested in joining in with us. I had not told him about us, because I didn’t know how he would react and I didn’t want to risk losing his friendship. My wife really cranked up the flirting and my friend was starting to wonder what was going on, so I asked him to meet me alone for a couple of beers one night. I explained things to him and he was shocked but interested. Long story short, we went dancing the next Friday night together and they got close. I drove home to our house about a half hour away. They were in the back seat and I was watching some in the rear view. I knew he was endowed, but never imagined he’d be almost 11″ and very thick. He ended up spending the night at our house. Things continued for about 3 months and he eventually moved into the lower unit of our duplex, but spent most of his time upstairs with us. We essentially lived together for over 4 years and he became our Dom. As anyone reading this can imagine, it would be almost impossible for me to have a vanilla relationship with a woman now. I am hoping to find another woman to share in the lifestyle with. I am very in shape and would be happy to provide pics to any woman with an interest.

One more thing. If you’d like to chat with me on K I K, my nick on there is the same as it is on here. Please hit me up.

I am willing to travel to a woman. I make a great living and I have the time to travel. I could travel to her up to twice a month to determine if there is chemistry. If there is, then I’d be willing to relocate her to me or there is a chance I could relocate to her.

Come on people! Someone out there has to know a widowed, divorced, single or unhappily married woman who would love a loyal, devoted, loving cuck that would love she enjoyed the company of black men and would be willing to offer her total sexual freedom to do that. The woman does not have to have lifestyle experience, but it would be great if she did. She just needs to have the desire for black men coupled with the necessity to live a vanilla appearing life for whatever reason.