My Asian princess and my cuckold beginnings

In the beginning, I was at a loss in my marriage.  I had what I thought was everything… A beautiful young wife who had traditional values about serving a man who would love and protect her, but had had experience as a “lady of the night” while working overseas in South Korea where we met.  Once I “rescued” her from those experiences and went home to the Philippines with her, I started to analyze what I really wanted out of life and our marriage.  She is a beautiful, articulate, strong-minded woman who wasn't like any other girl I had met before. I resisted her bossiness and how she could be sweet with people or strict but always got her way.  I wouldn't allow myself to succumb to her will.  Everyone else falls into doing what she wants whether its with her charms or her diplomacy.  I was the strong man in her life who happened to have peculiar tastes.

This is where I find myself different than others of you who seem to know what you want or where the origin of it began.  I am a very introspective person and try as I might, I can't figure out where it came from. I search my past for clues, and I see bits and pieces, but nothing that says…”this is the origin of me wanting to be cuckolded”.  All I know is, I have never been as turned on as when I know she has been with another man..whether it was kissing others or fondling them or more.  I have always had open communication with her but had a hard time broaching this subject.  As a matter a fact I did ALL the wrong things in trying to deny my nature… running the gamut from writing my feelings down in letters I didn't let her read, to actually trying to cheat on her because I couldn't figure out what I wanted or how to explain my self.  I say trying to cheat because I was unable to get an erection for another girl. All I could think about was the beauty of my wife's body and what she had been doing back in Korea with the soldiers from my unit.  My wife had slept with men I knew… my brother's in arms…and this drove me crazy for her. 

The new problem was that she had these deep seeded “moral values” where it should be one man and one woman and the woman should do whatever the man says and whenever.  She actually forgot what she enjoyed and how much she enjoyed it.  She loves the power she has over men and she likes it even more when she can assert that power, whether it be sexually or otherwise.  I knew for certain that we had the deepest love and communication, but it took me being on the other side of the world for things to progress to what I didn't know I had wanted all along. 

We lived in the Philippines..in her country, but I needed to go back to the states for work and family business for a couple of years and she had responsibilities that would keep her here.  While I was away, her high school classmate that had been deeply in love with her had come back to our town and started hanging around ” as a friend” and helping her with the day to day stuff. It wasn't long before it was obvious to her that he wanted more. She would tell me on the phone, but it was like she was telling me she wanted it too.  She would say that he wanted her and he would show her that and tell her that. This turned me on so much but I had to take it slow because it was a dream come true for me.  I would ask “how do you feel about that?” and “do you like the attention?”.  It took awhile, but she warmed up to his affection and she liked talking about it to me because she could tell it excited me.  This changed our marriage forever, because we were essentially inviting not just a lover into our lives but someone who really is IN LOVE with her. I was away for almost two years, and a year of that was her and him together.  I never will forget the first night she had kissed him or not long after that when she had sex with him all night long and called me the evening before hand and told me that she was going to have him and there was no turning back. I have never been happier than I am today as a result of patience, understanding , and ultimately letting nature take its course.  If you are curious to know, her lover lives with us.  I support us all through my work and I live in complete chastity. Most nights she she sleeps with him and may or may not come into our bedroom to get fresh panties ( and make me suck her cum filled ones) or she comes through our bedroom and wakes me to pee in my mouth and show me her swollen pussy. I am never allowed any sexual contact with her with the exception of an occasional creampie feeding, but I am never allowed to eat her out for more than 5 seconds.  If she thinks about it, I may be allowed to masturbate, but I must come on command within 10 seconds or she may make me wait a week. She is so happy and blooming in her power and she knows I am happy as well. I couldn't live any other way and neither could she.