Reply To: Swingers Shifting in Direction

All of that is what led up to this… since those MFM events we have resumed our couple/couple swingers play. But after having 3 new encounters, with 3 new couples, I have found that I’m not my old self. I am not giving those new women a good time the way I’m used to doing it. My focus on them is not so focused, as I find myself paying more attention to what’s happening with my wife, 2 feet away. Is she getting a nice big cock? Is he pumping her hard? Can I see him sliding inside of her from here? How does she look? What expressions are on her face? Is she excited? Thrilled? Cumming? Is he giving her the kind of ride she deserves to have? Oh, oh! MY dick is soft! THIS isn’t working for me.
So suddenly, all I can think about anymore is my wife’s sex and not my own. I don’t even CARE about this other woman who is naked and sitting on my face. Her ass, lovely and tasty as it is, is blocking my view of my wife getting fucked. DAMMIT! What IS my problem??!!
Then one evening a few weeks ago I was looking through AFF for some fun real life porn videos and I hit the profile of a couple in New Jersey. He is a cuckold. I didn’t really know what that was, but they have some videos, so I check them out. BOOM! This guy is telling a story with his videos. He adds captions of what he is seeing and thinking as he watches his wife with another man. They are making out on the couch, she is on his lap and he’s stroking her ass as they kiss. “This is my WIFE with that guy.” “She is loving this!” He goes on revealing his thoughts in captions as he follows them up to their bedroom. He shows them fucking through the doorway and he is going crazy over it. His thoughts are MY thoughts! His excitement is MY excitement! This guy is just like me! Is this what a cuckold is? I’m jerking off and it doesn’t take long. I watch another one. I jerk off again! Just a few minutes later. GOD, this is hot! So I start looking into this cuckold thing to see what it’s about. I found a few more AFF couples with ‘hotwives’ screwing lots of different guys while the hubby records it all. One guy even eats his wife’s pussy after she gets fucked, then he fucks her too, all on camera. Great stuff! So I started Googling this cuckold thing and I found THIS site. The definitions were very helpful and the blogs and forums and recommended sites provided LOTS of education. I’m so glad I found this place. It soon became clear that I needed to explore this for myself. Of course, I need to talk with my wife about all of this and explain it all to her. I have read so many cases of guys trying to convince their wives to ‘go hot’ and start dating other men. I can imagine how tough that could be, but MY wife has been screwing other guys for years, and loving it, so I don’t see this being a tough sell. I kept reading and looking for the right opportunity to explain this to her. That’s next.