Reply To: Am I a good cuckold?

Yes he does look at me sometimes when my wife has his cock in her mouth, sucking him. I can see the pure pleasure he is experiencing on his face as he is being sucked. He will take his hands and grab her head and force her to deep throat him. I can feel all kinds of emotions when she sucks him and he controls it, more than I do when he is fucking her. I feel betrayed as a husband, I feel inadequate as a man, but also protective of my wife and want him to stop, want him to not use her mouth like a whore. It is rare, as he prefers fucking and cumming, but when he cums in her mouth and makes her swallow, it is like something snaps inside of me. I feel broken, like I have lost.

But as for being a cuckold, the arousal of this situation has definitely consumed me. Maybe it is that I am now numb to their fucking, his sexual dominance over my wife, her outward desire for him sexually. I see the hunger in her eyes when he is around. It is like he has made her into a slut. The things she will do for him and with him, nothing she would do for me. It is like she cannot get enough. I assume because the sexual encounters are not regular. Each time it is like a first time, the absence brings out the horniness in my wife.

I asked my wife once if their sex was like this when married. She said definitely in the beginning, but it did wane but there were continual intense sexual moments. I think that happens to all married couples and as we age, the sexual drive changes.

So in the end, I have to admit I love being a cuckold. There, I said it