Re: Denial

We did practice the 48-hour rule in earnest a few years back when she was seeing a lover who was much more of a Dom type. He’d asked and even tried to insist that she cut me off totally and told her on many occasions that he didn’t like to know or hear that she’d had sex with me – that he wanted her pussy to be exclusively his. It was too early in our exploring the whole cuckold thing for her to say okay to him. He got very annoyed with her when one time she was still wet from having sex with me and he said he could taste it in her. She was fairly insistent on the 48-hour rule when she saw him to prevent this kind of scene – that was also when she started douching at times before seeing him. It always turned me on to see/know she was preparing to see him. I have joked with her now that he might have been happy to settle for what has now become our norm – and pondered whether he would have been content to know that he was the only one to cum in her.

That relationship ended badly for her and it is only now, several years later that we are talking about that time in a favorable way. But during the year or more when she was seeing him VERY regularly she was also still having her period and because of when they’d see each other, her more strict enforcement of the 48-hour rule – combined with her monthly, there were many times when I waited for 2+ weeks before I would have sex with her at all.

What is most different now is that it is her that wants what we are doing and she’s no longer hesitant or shy to say it – she’ll now say clearly “I don’t want you to cum in me” instead of what she would say back then which was “he doesn’t want you to”. It’s incredible to know she’s turned on by all of this.