Re: Denial

We’ve had a number of pretty open discussions. She had a hard time coming out and saying it to me at first but now she’s been much more forthcoming that for now she genuinely would prefer me to use condoms with her except for “special occasions”. We’ve been together 25+ years and I’ve cum in her bare most all of that time (she was on the pill for most of it) so it’s a bit of a surprise that she’d ask it of me. But on the other hand, she’s had a very interesting lover for the past 9 months or so who’s been able to bring out all sorts of things in her that I’ve been surprised by.

She says she still loves having sex with me and loves the intimacy that we have together. She just prefers that only her lover gets to cum in her. I find it incredibly arousing – even though I am denied feeling her bare pussy and sharing the moment when she feels my cum in her – there are just so many other feelings of satisfaction that I get by doing this with her that in someways, it seems strangely more fulfilling to both of us. Plus, she’s said several times that she likes knowing both – that our relationship is based on more than just my need to cum in her – and at the same time that she also loves the intensity we’ve felt when we’ve not used condoms such as 2 weeks back now.