Re: In praise of Emily

To Jezz
From Emily

Darling Jezz,

I know that you are cross with me. I have been stupid, rushing the bareback sex with Duncan. I am honestly and truly sorry. I’ve an appointment today at a clinic, to check things out and know that you won’t fuck me again until all is proven well. Duncan is sexy in bed. He makes me cum, but its largely through what is in my head. The thought of being with him in the big house, being a lady to his lord and having James as a butler. It’s not the terribly hot orgasms that you give me, the deeply physical ones. So I desperately need to get checked out and for us to be comfortable with each other again. Yet I need him too and hope desperately that my wise dom will understand and approve. Duncan is so cultured, so sophisticated and that presses new buttons between James and I. James has always had an inferiority complex about his upbringing and mine. Deep down, our explorations started there, with the need to ensure that madam got what she wanted. For the first time last night I had James lick me out in front of Duncan. James was so dutiful. He licked jp all that sticky and steamy spunk and Duncan watched him silently. He was watching me as much as James. I saw the way he looked into my face, the way I controlled James with my hand. I am quite sure that he is utterly disgusted with the man he calls my ‘mongrel’, but equally assured that he is aroused by my decisive and hedonistic ways. Duncan and I have not discussed it yet, not in the way that you and I do, but I sense that he likes me being a bitch.

You should see Duncan’s house-it is very impressive. I have nicknamed it the ‘Dolls House’ and I am the doll within. The master bedroom has a big bed in the centre of the room and this fantastic lighting and sound control system. It is a very sexy place to fuck. There is a large walk in wardrobe and when Duncan showed me that he handed me an account card for a posh store in town asking me to full it with clothes on his account. He understands that I won’t leave James, but he wants me to have lots of nice things to wear stored here, for when I visit or sleep over. I felt such a siren when he gave me that- the account has a ridiculously high limit set. I kissed him really slowly, whilst James polished away downstairs. You would laugh at how vamp I was. I said, ‘I’m not just a bitch in bed, I’m a bitch at the shops, I might ruin you’. He just laughed. Perhaps he knows something about the Duncan reserve that I don’t. Anyway, I wanted you to know this because it helps sort out Duncan’s role. He is a sugar daddy and yes a class mate. I need to fuck with someone posh, you know that, so I do hope you will understand darling.

Tonight we have the cocktail party and I will then sleep over. Don’t worry James knows and he has been told not to pester you. I’ve decided to spend the weekend with Duncan and so i have told James to visit his sister on Saturday night. He never does enough family things and it will keep him occupied. I will shop with Duncan on Saturday and start to fill a rail or two in that wardrobe. I love you very much indeed and have asked Mags to pop over to sleep with you. I hope that she keeps you good and stiff until I can prove to you properly how I need that tool of yours. It won’t be long either-they will priority mail the clinic report. I love you. Emxx