Re: noob cuckold here

My wife and I have never really been sexually compatible. Both virgins when we met. Fast forward ten years and things are becoming apparent that we don’t fit well together sexually. She has a very endowed vagina, I have a very small penis. I dont have a much of a sex drive and she can’t get enough. That is when we bought her first hung dildo. It brought her to places I never have been able too. For her it wasn’t that she was attracted to hung men per say, she was built for them.

The idea of my wife with another man is very appealing to me. This matches with the fact that she needs a hung man to get off through intercourse.

About a year ago her frustration got to a point that she took my “wouldn’t it be cool if” scenarios and said “I want to find a man who wants to have sex and who will fuck my brains out”. After a failed attempt online she approached a friend of mine whom I work with and after some thought he agreed. I wasn’t totally pumped about the guy being my coworker but she insisted and was quite unhappy at this point with our marriage because to her sex is super important.

The first time they were together he pulled out all the stops, gave her the fuck of her life including anal sex which I thought she would never do. He also made she squirt twice. She is pretty much hooked now. He didn’t know what a hotwife was and certainly didn’t know that is typical to let the husband watch and or help in some way. My wife is nervous and doesnt fully understand way even though I pointed out some articles on this site. The bull doesn’t understand why I would want to see it and doesnt know if he wants his coworker and friend seeing him naked. He did agree to let me watch him givey wife a titty orgasm and he seems open to baby steps.

Meanwhile my wife comes home from 4 hour fuck fest’s or a over nighter completely swollen in her pussy and ass and full of his cum, exhausted and only in the mood to sleep. Meanwhile I haven’t gotten any sleep, waiting up, tossing and turning. She gets home and wants to sleep!!! When I do ask for questions I’m not able to visualize things very well which is frustrating. Dont know if its me or of I’m just having a hard time pulling the facts fr her.