Re: Part 1. My cuckolding story

Part two:  I know part one ended kind of depressing, so i wanted to post the second part so everyone can see how my cuckolding experience is improving, there is much more but i don’t have time to write everything at once seeing how my experience goes back to a whole year now.

PT 2:

After the first time, she said it was never to be mentioned again.  We didn’t discuss it for a few days. only months later would I find out that he came to visit her a few days later and he got her again.  We eventually got into another argument, I think she even asked me what I would think if she spent the night at his room.  I said I don’t care.  It isn’t because I was trying to make myself a cuckold, its all because I don’t want her to get the best of me, thinking she’s making me jealous or upset…if she pushes the limits, I have to push them further so that I win.  The most stimulating time came when she said she was going to spend the night, I watched her on skype as she put on her mini skirt, tank top, she showed me her panties…and the most incredible experience was when she demonstrated how exactly he touches her, he starts with rubbing her legs all over, her breast, then she said the ass, as she gave herself a pat on the butt.  Of course when she was ready to go, we said good bye and that we love each other. I said good luck and she just smiled, as if she knows she’s getting the best of me, because she is.

The next day she told me what they did, how many times he cummed that night and the next morning…but since I keep asking too many questions, and since she said she was afraid to hurt my feelings, she later said nothing ever happened.  She said she never stayed the night or anything.  So I knew he had her once, but that was it…I took leave to go visit her. A week later, It was the most intense sexual experience we’ve had yet, all three days was amazing. 

It wasn’t till a few weeks after I visited, she asked me on skype, “how many times do you think I’ve done it with him?” I said, well you told me it only happened once.  That’s when she told me it has happened many times, any time they met for any reason, she got fucked by him.  She says today that she doesn’t know how many times exactly, over 10 times, maybe 15, she doesn’t know.  I wish she would have been open about it then.

Today she is open and tells me everything, I am moving for job purposes, and he is coming to visit her for a weekend in a couple of weeks.  We both discuss this matter at length almost every day.  I don’t think she has any idea that I get-off sexually thinking about her being with another man.   

Soon her friend will be visiting, and it drives me crazy to think about the activities and experiences will she have.  I never intended on them continuing this affair after she left the base there overseas.  But as I left Afghanistan, I asked about I time she had with him, she told me one time he didn’t have a condom, so he went down on her for a long time, then in return she gave him a hand job (she cannot physically withstand BJs). He cummed by her handjob which I found strange, how good could it have been?  He has a sperm issue where the likelihood of him getting a woman pregnant is slim to none. So she even said, why didn’t I allow him to just take the chance?  I said sure, why not? Why didn’t you? Just to be funny.  And she said exactly, but then I continued on saying she would never take that chance and never actually let him cum in you, she said, “ you wanna bet?” So now we have a bet going. We started a bet, which means I give consent for her to sleep with him again.  And she says she will let him cum in her.  Deep down I know he will cum in her if she lets him.  Also, not an official bet, but another argument began about whether or not she can have a BF, she found out this would make me jealous and a little on-edge.  She says the next time he brings it up, she will say yes.  He apparently makes every effort to make things serious with her.  He actually wants her to divorce me so she will be serious with him, I know she will never do that.