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cuckmattIt’s been a while since I last posted on here but alas, the wheels of progress are are turning once more my my wife and me.
I’ve just been informed that my wife has arranged a date of sorts with a prospective lover. To say I am a little bit excited would be an understatement!
Over the last 4 to 5 months I had my turn in charge. We had some fun but as I’m sure I have mentioned previously, I’m least comfortable in the role of Dominant. During the time though, it came to light that my wife actually had a desire to see me with another woman, thus making her a cuckquean. We tried this avenue of 3rd party fun but with zero success. We joined a couple of adult dating/swinging sites but we were the mystical Unicorns it seemed. As a married man with a wife who ideally would like to watch her husband and perhaps serve him and a lover, we were like cryptonite to Superman. We had the merest of interest from a couple of women but when the push came to the shove, nothing.
Over the last few weeks of February, my wife’s naturally dominant persona were surfacing in the bedroom. She was itching to take control again and so we agreed to switch again. Once again we found our mojo and here I am, 2 weeks into being locked in chastity and the cuckold theme has been rapidly been pushed to the top of the agenda. If not the top, then a close second to a FLR based dynamic.
My wife seems to be in a much better mindset this time. Really understanding that things are about HER and a lot less about me. She has come to know that our love runs deep and strong and that we have the utmost trust in each other. As a result, my wife has taken the initiative and registered herself on a much more professional dating website. Unlike the others, she hasn’t had a million messages with cock pictures everywhere but a decent number of interested and well presented enquiries.
It’s funny really. At the same time that my wife was creating her dating account, I was drafting up a confession of sorts for my Tumblr blog that was very cuckold orientated. I posted it yesterday and my wife seemed very pleased with what she read. I’ve put a link to the blog post at the bottom so that you can see what angle I have on cuckolding and it’s various facets.
Last night my wife had me pay my respects and worship her sex orally. She made it quite clear that any release for me would be for hygiene purposes only and for an undetermined period of time. She was saying all this along with other torments whilst messaging one of the prospective lovers on kik!
That’s the story so far in a nutshell. I hope that in the near future, my wife will finally know what it’s like to taste the other flavours of ice-cream, to paraphrase Luvr!