Re: So near, yet so far.

It’s been some time since my last update but as many experienced cuckold couples know, the road to a successful cuckold relationship is often a slow and meandering road in the early stages.

 

It’s been almost 12 months since my wife last had sex with someone other than myself but right now, we are progressing towards further extra-marital experiences. Helped along by my positive reaction to her last experience, my wife’s confidence is growing. As each day passes, her knowledge of my understanding nature reinforces to her the freedom of choice that she now has, including the freedom to chose the pace at which our progression goes. Zero pressure has been the key for us.

 

In the meantime, my wife’s ability and resolve to take the lead in our marriage has gathered more momentum and stability. Her acceptance of this certainly helps me to get into the submissive husband groove as well. 

 

I’m finding myself more and more in my chastity device. My wife is really beginning to appreciate the altered mindset that such a device can create. The extra submissivness not only in the bedroom but around the house and beyond. The desperation to please her in ways other than intercourse in the bedroom or wherever and whenever she chooses. The extra tenderness towards her that I now have in general. 

 

In partnership with the chastity aspect, my wife has developed an appreciation for our hollow strap-on and how it allows her to enjoy intercourse in the full knowledge that her pleasure is paramount and exclusive of mine. It has also given her the appreciation of size. Whilst I am not small (very average), the extra girth and a little extra length has given her pleasure that is far superior to the pleasure that I once gave her. So much so that she often promises to me that MY cuckold fantasy WILL become a reality with time and I sincerely believe her. 

 

My role of the “man” in the relationship has been further eroded by the use of a more regular strap-on that is used on me. It’s not big like some of the things you see on some videos or photo sharing sites but at the end of the day, nothing is supposed to go in the rear of a human being. Nature just didn’t intend it to be that way. The scary thing about this aspect of our activities is that I’m actually learning to enjoy it! After a few weeks of chastity, the pegging starts to have a similar effect of a prostate milking. It wasn’t just “cuckold tears” that began to drip from my flaccid dick. 

 

Occasional panty wearing has been brought to the activities also. Although this is something that I not-so secretly craved anyhow.

 

Another more recent development that is a little more left-field in terms of cuckolding is her making arrangements to have some extra-marital fun with another woman. I’ve known all along that my wife is bi-sexual but with the extra freedom she now has, she is going to exploit it in this manner too. Whilst not as exciting for myself, it allows my wife’s confidence to only grow, which can only be a good thing all round. Especially when you consider that the woman in question is aware to some degree of the path that our relationship is taking. Deep down, I think I could enjoy being humiliated by another woman other than my wife. Whether that will ever occur though remains to be seen? 

 

An old fuck-buddy of my wife’s has resurfaced too and they are in contact. They intend to meet soon for a catch-up but my wife has made it clear to me that if he is game, she is definitely going to enjoy the benefits he once used to share with her. Those benefits include a much larger penis than my own and a machine like stamina that I haven’t had for years.

 

So that’s where we are at right now. I hope the next update on here comes much sooner.