Re: So near, yet so far.

cuckmatt:

I’ve been enjoying following you and your wife on the beginning of your journey.  My wife and I too are on the same journey and have just really begun as well.  My wife has now had two lovers out of about 5 meets and is very high on one – the one that has the real cock slab of course and lukewarm on another – an Italian gentleman who is of average size and very tender but who performed a bit oddly – he wasn’t very vocal at all and was sort of matter of fact about departing after the encounter.

I agree with your assessment that we have to give our wives some rope.  I find it difficult at times, but I can tell a tremendous difference in my disposition from my wife’s first encounter about a month ago to the latest – just last Tuesday.  We have plans to meet the gentleman my wife is very high on this Saturday with the intention that I will get to observe at least some of the goings on.  He has told my wife that he is fine with me watching her suck his cock, but he “would like to fuck her with a little more privacy.”  We’ll see.  I have provided the suite for our enjoyment and have thus far had very little in the way of pics/vids/texts/calls from the two of them when together.  The man in me wants to say look, I am acquiescing to you fucking my wife and doing whatever else she wants you to do, the least I expect in return is the opportunity to see you fuck her.  Thoughts anyone?  I’ll tell you, I’m a pretty aggressive guy, played sports most of my life, I am in a very competitive career where contentiousness and conflict is always the case, so it is hard (I must admit) at times to not “stand up for myself.”  While I long for my wife to fuck other guys, a part of my pride is trying to come to grips with it all.

Nevertheless, again, great to hear your updates and I look forward to hearing more in the future.

lyle