Re: Understanding Myself As A Cuckold

I just want to see her happy, and if I allow it I should get some of the painful pleasures that cuckolding offers. The thought of cleaning her after he cums, or her making me clean him turns me on like nothing else. But at what cost. She probably will never be able to respect me again. She may tell her friends, my friends, there is so much to lose. I suspect she may be cheating anyway. So maybe I should ask for it. I really don't know what to do. I didn't ask to be into this. I feel trapped but I love it too.