cuhlman
just to report that Carol is starting to be sick in the mornings now and is feeling a little tired. i guess this is normal for four to six weeks pregnancy. her breasts haven’t changed much but feel a little tender to the touch, which is bad news for Onye’s ambitions in that area of pleasure; nevertheless he is beginning to realise just what a journey he has started. there is no discernible change in her lovely slender body shape either.
i have to say that her Lover is pretty useless at the nurturing side of things; when she was ill this morning (it can come on at any time in the day by the way) he did not have a clue what to do, he thought she was just unwell. it was me that held her hand, as i have done so many times in the last month, as she vomited and then took her back to bed and tucked her in. Onye didn’t have a clue what to do so he just went downstairs and made us all a pot of tea, which is the first time he has ever done such a thing, for me especially.
as i listened to them making love last night, it has become clear now that my wife and her lover are now taking things a lot slower and are spending time just enjoying their closeness and the feel of their naked bodies. the thrusting, frantic coupling that they have enjoyed these last few years has now gone and a more sensuous love making has become the more usual sound through the walls.
as for me, my journey as a complete cuckold is fully under way. the humiliation i feel when i look at my wife and know that she has another man’s child inside her grows by the day; i suspect that it will grow in direct relation to the size of her belly. but this is the submissive life i have chosen and i have no regrets.