Britney_NYC – update and new dilema

Part 2

I will finish the N story before we proceed to J. Britney wanted their second date to be alone as well, she felt like we wanted to get more comfortable with him before introducing me being present. That made sense, after all we were figuring this new landscape out together and it was about her needs as much as mine. For their second date, she went over to his apartment. I went out drinking with a friend, throughout the evening I got texts with pictures and video’s of what they were doing, I’d sneak away to the bathroom to watch them. Excited and aroused by this new dynamic we were creating that I couldn’t share with anyone. In one of the video’s he was fucking her doggy style, she looked a little sweaty like they were at it a while, she was moaning and screaming “yes”, “Oh my good, N”… let’s just say a part of me wanted to believe she was putting on a show but after seeing the way he was spanking her as well. I knew this was what I wanted and there would be no going back to how things were again. Things never really developed into anything longterm with N, he had a very busy career etc.

Over the next couple of years, we moved in together and she found other guys to go on a few dates with. Most noteworthy events were when I went on a date with her and a potential bull. I stood around as they flirted and got to know each other, including sharing a kiss. She also went to a swingers club with another man, during which she said sucked his cock briefly in the presence of others. He came and picked her up from our apartment, and I met him briefly. They were mainly black, but this was not a prerequisite as she developed a long term sexual relationship with a white bull. This originated more organically (through Tinder) and he was happy sleeping with her but didn’t want any part of me being present etc. She really enjoyed the sex with him, she’d often say how he’d fuck her like a real man. He was apparently quite well endowed, aggressive in the bedroom (hair-pulling, spanking etc). He worked late nights, so often she’d go his apartment late and either sleep over or come back to me. Although he didn’t want me there, he knew I knew and we shared the occasional text. He once thanked me for sharing her, and was glad it worked out for all. He was the first guy she trusted enough to sleep with bareback, and he would cum in her often so I have tasted him inside her.

During the above period, she also met J. J was black and a medical student but lived out of town. You could tell he was intelligent, physically her type (i.e. very athletic and hung). In the beginning, we didn’t know this would turn out to be her most significant bull in our journey thus far. After their first solo date, he came over to our apartment. The initial meeting was awkward (for me), I was still getting used to being openly comfortable as a cuckold and by extension a submissive. J is the quiet silent type, but definitely dominant. After ten minutes or polite talk, he assertively took control and asked how we foresee this playing out. Britney guided and said, let’s go into the bedroom and closed the door behind her. The next hour or so, was the most exhilarating I’d experienced so far. She was making sounds I’d never heard before, at times I was worried about her and considering storming in – I tried my best not to stand outside the room like a creep but it was just too difficult not to. I was hearing her scream and moan in ways I’d only heard in porn, switching between pleasure and borderline I’m being stretched too much by this huge cock. After they finished, he shook my hand, they hugged and kissed goodbye and he left.

Over the next year or two, they met for sex when he was in town. This ranged from 1-4 times per year. They recorded most of their sexual encounters, so I can see their sexual chemistry and amazing. He fucks her in many positions, picks her up and basically treats her like his slut but in a way that isn’t disrespectful. He’s very hung and in her own words, “his cock is perfect”. I think with him she really developed a taste of big cock, before that she was more interested in good sex.

She even planned a weekend visit for us to his city (in the South). We all went for a lovely dinner, followed by several bars. As the evening progressed, they transitioned into being very touchy, kissing etc in my presence. It was very safe to say, she was his for the night and there wasn’t anything changing that. I think in the last bar we were in, a few people even switched onto what was happening. I saw a few stares, including one couple who were whispering and pointing. The evening ended with us all back at our hotel, and me watching them have sex for a coupe of hours. I felt like a voyeur, just in the room while they have passionate sex. Ranged from her sucking him, to being on top, to below and then them just laying there hugging before round 2.

In part 3, I’ll get into how this turned into her flying down to see him solo and then delve into the dilemma I need advice about.

Part 3

Funnily enough, even though Britney had had a few bulls at this stage (albeit sporadically) I didn’t fully identify as a cuckold. Yes, of course my wife was sleeping with other men but it felt more like we were living out fantasies for an evening and then we’d return to our regular life which was more “normal”. This all changed the first time she flew down south to spend a weekend with J alone.

She kept me updated with texts, but for the most part I didn’t hear much from her all weekend. J sent me a few pictures and short videos of them. One of my deepest fears is anyone (aside from me) having face pictures/videos of Britney. This all changed that weekend, he has videos of her telling him how much bigger his cock is than mine, and then laughing. It’s in equal measure the hottest thing ever, and the most crushing to my validity as a man (and historically an alpha in most settings). Also of her riding him on top, and her facial expression of pure pleasure. He now officially was an important part of our lives. When she returned, I picked her up from the airport. We argued on the way back, I think my insecurities got the better of me and I couldn’t control the feelings and I lashed out. This was quickly addressed when we returned home, and she told me all about their weekend and let me lick her out. She hadn’t showered since they had sex in the morning and she showed me a final video of him fuckin’ her doggy style and pulling her hair back so her face was directly at the camera. Another man had now taken my place as the primary provider of her sexual needs and pleasure and I certainly cannot (and also perhaps do not want to) compete with that.

You’re welcome. I will have to update a new post soon, as her bull came to visit recently and spend the night at our place.

Part 4

Since the visit described in part 3, she’s been down to visit him again and he has been to visit us in our home once. He came over, we all caught up over a drink at the dinner table, he filled us in on his next life moves now he was finishing up his residency. He eventually took Britney onto the sofa, they started kissing and undressing each other. Britney begun to suck his cock as he lay back. After a short while, she made things really awkward. While telling me how big and lovely his cock was, she asked me to come and hold it so I could feel for myself. She asked his permission, he said it was fine but didn’t seem overly pleased. It’s important to state here, that I am completely straight and have never had any desire to touch another man. I however did as she asked, and in that moment the feeling of sexual inferiority slapped me in the face. It was like the humiliation had my heart beating with adrenaline but also almost hard from the embarrassment. After that, they continued to fuck in a few positions. He enjoyed her as he wanted, they didn’t really pay much attention to me. Once they finished, they decided to out for dinner. I was super exhausted so passed. When they returned, I was already passed out on the sofa and they both slept in our bed.

Since i last updated this story, she’s met her bull twice. I will update soon with the full stories.