i have an unbelievable urge to allow my beautiful wife to get the satisfaction she deserves from a strong bull, im pretty sure this will happen at sum stage, the urge is so great as i know i fail her in this department. But i still enjoy sex with her but im afraid that once she has her bull the process of me being cucked will be irreversable. has anyone has similar problem r experience, would appreciate the perspective from all parties, cuck, hotwife and bull. thank you