Growing up in an owned family

Hi everyone I’m Noah. I’m 19 and I’m at college.

I grew up in a family that was open about the cuckolding lifestyle. My mom has had a series of long term boyfriends that regularly met me and my two sisters as we grew up.

Outside of boyfriends, the house was strictly matriarchal. My dad and I carried out the majority of the household tasks, and both were subject to discipline from my mom.

I am thankful to have grown up in this environment. It gave me a different perspective to all my friends and I did not internalise any misogynistic views.

My confusion comes from the way I’m treated by the bulls. They don’t treat me as a bull or a cuck. They just treat me like my sisters. They buy me cute clothes, talk to me like I’m still a baby and encourage cuddles and emotional intimacy. I thought maybe it would change once I turned 18 but it’s the same. I think it might be having a negative impact on my dating prospects at college.