Biology

We are new to this site. I’m Nicky 47 and my husband is Sam 51. We have known each other all our lives( grew up together) and been married 25 years. We have been playing with other men on and off over the last 4 years.
But our relationship and play has enveloped over that time.

Recently, we started playing with a very experienced bull. Previously the guys we played with hadn’t been particularly the alpha male bull types! But this new playmate has been a complete revelation. We have both learnt a lot about our inner desires and how we see ourselves. As a result I have been reading a lot about cuckolding online which I hadnt done previously. I’ve encouraged hubby to read as well ,and we have started listening to cuckolding podcasts. Our reading includes several of the articles on this site.

Wow! Have we changed in the last few weeks. I have a much better understanding of what we are doing and why. Partly due to our bull guiding us and partly due to the reading.

I am fascinated by the article on the biology of cuckolding.
How it seems to mirror activity in the animal world where the alpha male of the group is in charge and mates with the females. The other males have to wait till he’s finished.
I can now see the parallels in what we are doing with our new playmate and the natural world.

I have always shiyed away from really expressing how attractive I find other men as I didn’t want to hurt my husbands feeling. But I understand that his feeling won’t get hurt by that. In fact that is what he wants to hear.

I’ve also never been one to mention cock size. Maybe my upbringing has made me reluctant to talk about this. But our new playmate has encouraged me to mention size , and express how exciting I find it to see a big cock. I am “ giving myself permission to express my inner thoughts and desires” .

The article on how large penises are designed so the alpha male can ensure it is his seed that fertilises the females is a new concept on me. I love the idea though of an alpha male with a large cock mating with me as the female. I visualise myself as a lioness!

Do other members have similar thoughts and experiences. Have you experienced a real bull. Did it change how you think about your selves and how you play.

Thanks

Nicky