Wife's questions

I had the discussion with my wife about a year ago and at first she put it down to bedroom / fantasy talk so I had to tread carefully. As the months went by and I eventually bought her another dildo, this time much more lifelike in feel and look, she was adamant it had to go back. Her question then was more of a statement in that she asked if I really wanted such a large cock in her. My reply was in the affirmative and once we had tried it and she came really hard I sensed a change in her. The next question was not why I wanted to share her, as she had Everytime before, but what was I getting out of it. I explained the thrill it gave me to see her orgasm on such a large phallus and she noted that I had come after very few strokes in her after removing the big toy. She then asked if I wanted to have another woman to have sex with. I told her absolutely not and that I prayed for the day she would succumb to my request. Her last comment that night was that if she did she may not want me there for the first time. My cock was on fire as I experienced my wife dipping her toe in the cuckoldress waters and my reply was to say whatever she felt was ok by me.