Question

I think your gay and have been a suppressed homosexual. You should embrace your true sexuality and enjoy men.
For me personally as a heterosexual Cuck I have no interest in other mens cocks or any desire to touch them or me. My desire is that my wife receive fantastic orgasmic pleasure from other men including having her pussy filled with other mens cum.
I get my ultimate sexual fulfillment from watching my wife orgasm with another man and jacking off watching her and or fucking her cum filled pussy after she’s been with another man.
I get no sexual stimulation from even imagining sucking another mans cock or being fucked in the ass by her Bulls.
Thats me.

Hello cuck. Since no one can ever tell you where your true nature lies, I won’t assume to. And your own self discovery will eventually lead to some sense of who you are eventually. Given that, I thought to add another perspective from that of a Dom, Alpha Male Bull. My experience as Bull has helped me realize that there are many “Shades of Gray” when it comes to cucks. I believe that most cucks are straight while a smaller percentage may be bi. One thing that I and each of my past 2 couples learned over time was that there are things that stimulate a cucks’arousal that might mimic a specific orientation, but, in fact, might suggest something else entirely. Each of my past cucks were highly aroused by the humility they received from their wives. Whenever I showed my own Dominance in the bedroom, each of the cucks would become aroused by this also. The sense of inferiority when the wife would compare and contrast the cuck to me was quite overwhelming while stimulating for our cuck. My intensity as a lover for the wife is heightened in proportion to my Dominance over the cuck and wife. So, I was motivated to show my ALpha nature quite naturally. The point here is that with my last cuck, he learned to Fuck Lick and Fluff along with cleaning and creampie duties. This took a VERY gradual getting used to for all of us. Once we realized that the cuck had no interest in males generally nor any attraction to me outside of our cuckolding arrangement, this is where we all realized that what was turning on the cuck was not seeing my athletic build or significantly hung cock which dwarfed the cucks. It was the HUMILIATION of submission as the beta male in front of the wife that turned him on. Sure, he was envious of my size and physique but in the CONTEXT of the contrast his wife could see in the 2 males in her life; her Bull as the Alpha Male and her cuck hubby as the beta male. This situation took a very long time for me to comprehend and it explains why I would not entertain the idea of allowing any Fluffing or cleaning from the cuck until I could be sure that he was not closeted and potentially leave her due to discovering a new orientation. And, my cucks always got aroused (small little penises but aroused none-the-less) when getting to cuddle with and orally please the wife. Seeing his wife undress alone was enough to turn on the cuck so we knew he had desire for her. Based on your own self description as finding women arousing, you sound very much like my past cucks. Is it possible you are bi? Sure, but you may also be a straight cuck and, like most any cuck I’ve ever come across, your humiliation is a huge fetish. And think about it. If you were gay, you would not feel humiliated at all I assume? If it humbles you to kneel in front of your wife’s Bull/Bf and Fluff his cock, it “Might” be the incredible humility of doing so that turns you on. Submission and Domination are strong fetishes that connect to cuckolding for many so this MAY be one factor for you. Whatever you discover regarding your own nature, I’m sure you will find satisfaction as you move through the process. The more you learn about yourself, the more content you will be in your own skin. Not sure if any of my long diatribe here is of any use coming from the Bull side of things, but thought I would share if its helpful for you. You may PM me if you would like to discuss further. I always try to remember that without cucks, there can be no cuckolding!! Be Well!

It sounds to me like it’s not a question of you being gay or bi but a simple reaction to you being submissive and into humiliation. What is turning you on is that “they took you first wife away from you” and you were powerless. Their power over you is turning you on and making them attractive, almost godlike. People have a need to find their place in a hierarchy and worship the strongest. If they were not taking your wife you would not find them attractive. I would not call you gay but mildly bi but very submissive and attracted to power.