Since my last post nearly two years ago, my wife and I have had many ups and downs, many uncomfortable moments, many hurtful conversations and nearly two heated divorce threats as we make our way through this cuckold jungle. A lot of it has to do with my jealousy and her acceptance of her ‘cuckoldress’ role.

All of these trials and heartaches have brought us to this day. The one ‘bull’ that does not even know he is our ‘bull’ is and has no idea of what a cuckold lifestyle is. Let me back track here to fill in some missing pieces to this post. In the last two years I have tried, as an earnest cuck, to provide my wife with men to meet. Most of these came from craigslist or AFF but she never took an interest in them even tho’ she did have several encounters. But there was this ‘one’ guy, whom she selected from work that she fell hard for. However his youth and immature nature made it frustrating for her. She and I tried to introduce him into the lifestyle but he wanted no part of it. Although they had numerous sexual encounters together he never took it seriously as she had hoped he would. Well their last meeting was two years ago …. until today.

He was flying to the orient by way of our city and she wanted so bad to see him. We have always been honest with each other regarding her desires and I went ahead and made the reservations so that they could be together all day / all night. I have been heartbroken all day at work and she called me from his hotel room an hour ago. I love her to the moon and back and will always make her desires and pleasure my number one priority. I am hoping he has matured and will make this 3 way relationship a GREAT one. My heart has been hurting all day and I have barely eaten anything yet. I Love my role. She refused me sex last night and she  did not take her ‘pill’ for three day hoping his sperm will impregnate her. What a lucky cuck I am.