Reply To: Starting to first explore my sexual inferiority

I too started to get turned on by my wife’s boyfriend. For me it was totally the dominance he had over my wife and myself. The humiliation was painful at first, as was the constant jealousy that my wife liked sex with him so much better. The first time I was so excited to be on my knees in front of him, cleaning him. Now I try my hardest to please him because that means I get to watch him and my wife together. There is no greater joy for me than to kneel before him, knowing he just made my wife so happy. My wife has an afterglow for hours and even days afterwards, which she never did for me.