Reply To: Desperately need help ….

Thank you for your reply. It is very much appreciated.

I will give a “cum schedule” a try.

I have already figured out what I want from a possible bull. What setup would be ideal. I have learnt from our negative past experiences.

But making my husband accept that me having a chemistry with the bull is part of it all is putting a strain on us. After his excitation fades, he gets hesitant and jealous. But it doesn’t stop him from begging me to go with other men again, and again, and again.

Either we get into this together and we do it in a way I also take pleasure. Or we stop it all and for good. Hubby said cuckolding is the best lifestyle ever. I am his queen and he is submissive to my every desire. Then why can’t he give in to me having an attractive and manly bull ?

Honestly don’t know how things will go, but I don’t think I can stay like this any longer. I was deprived of decent sex for too long.