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I’ve mentioned this in other groups, I thought I’d repeat it for this one since it fits very well.
We’ve been in the lifestyle for 13 years. He admitted he knew I was faking orgasms and that he felt nothing at all coming from me in the form of passion. He’s only 3 inches fully hard and barely the thickness of my thumb. He told me he loved me very much and didn’t want me to be so sexually frustrated and asked me to find a lover.
What my husband did was sit with me after (very bad) sex and told me he had been thinking about our sex lives. He asked me to be honest with him and tell him if I’m satisfied. I had told him in joking ways that he wasn’t doing it for me but this time I was serious and told him his little cock wasn’t doing a thing for me, then I started crying. He hugged me and explained that he understands and always knew it deep down. He told me that he loves me very much and would never want to be without me, then asked me if I would like to have a lover for sex only.
I was shocked at first and said “No” and asked if he was hoping I would so he could play with another woman. I was pissed off for sure but he again calmed me down and explained that he never wants to disappoint another woman and laughed, I calmed down and giggled to that as well. I said “ok, so where is this going”? He explained more that he would really like me to be sexually happy and would like to see me have a lover to take care of that. He even offered to help me find someone online. I always had men hitting on me at work (co-workers and customers) and if I wanted to I could agree to meet with one.
After about three weeks or more of thinking about it and talking more about it, I decide to give it a try. I met with a man one evening and brought him home, and I told him that my husband was out for the weekend and I was cheating on him. My husband had a camera set up so he could watch from another room he was staying in for the night, to be sure I was safe. We had amazing sex that night and when he left the next morning my husband came to me and said that he was horny all night watching me get laid and hearing me having orgasm after orgasm, and asked me if I wanted to continue seeing him, to which I responded with a resounding YES!! lol.
About two years later he admitted to liking my panties and dresses and asked if it was ok to wear them and masturbate in them from time to time while listening to me getting laid in the bedroom above. I understood and not only let him wear my clothes I went with him to buy his own special panties and bras, dresses and high heels etc without anyone knowing what we were doing (at least we didn’t think anyone caught on lol).
Now 13 years later my husband is a sissy cuckold wearing only panties every day all day, and dresses at home. He greets my boyfriend at the door wearing babydolls and a beer in his hand to give him as he walks in. He enjoys licking me clean from time to time and even takes my boyfriend’s cock in his mangina (lol) when he’s ordered to, which he’s admitted he loves. I think he’s become more gay than straight but not all cuckolds go this way, but he’s definitely not the only cuckold husband to go this way.
He’s been asking me to stop taking my BCP’s in the hopes I would be impregnated but I’m not sure If I’m ready for that but stranger things have happened lol. Anyway, I just thought I’d put in my two cents lol. It’s so good to see so many terrific husbands on here giving their wives’ what they truly deserve, the freedom to choose while they get nothing or very little pussy at all. 🙂