I get pleasure from being a Cuck

I was never normally a cuck. At one point in my life I saw myself as a bull. I was even made to play that role a couple times, the first time back when I never knew anything about cuckolding, hotwife and cucks. I was introduced to the lifestyle by my first wife, who use to keep wild parties in the basement. These parties almost always turn into an orgy and I remember how I felt when seeing her take a proper cock, about 10 inches and girthy. I fed from her intense pleasure with every push.

It was I who introduce the lifestyle to my second wife. She was young and first time leaving the UK. We frequented Reggae bars and I encouraged her to explore life, have fun, live free and no matter what I am here for you. Over the years I became more and more disappointed after having sex with my wife. I looked in her face and in my mind, I let her down, disappointed her, did not give her the pleasure she deserve. She would tell me it was OK, not to worry and that she enjoyed it but I did not believe her. I was not big enough and did not last long enough to have any real effect. Over the years I realized she was not having sex with because she wanted to but because I wanted to.

After a while I started suffering from performance anxiety, putting too much pressure on myself. These days, I gained more pleasure knowing she is being properly taken care off and from watching her with other men, I get to see her in that perfect pinnacle of pleasure. They take her to places I could not, there size and stamina was superior to mine. They lasted for as long as she wanted them to last and they fill her up. These days we play together with her lovers or she plays alone with them. Occasionally we have one on one fun but most of the time she takes charge, strap up or use me anyway she wants. I am here for here and her pleasure is my pleasure.