My marriage

Hello all, I’m new here. Not new to the lifestyle, but my situation has been evolving rapidly and I now find myself in uncharted waters – hence registering on here.

My wife is exclusive with her Dom / Bull. In fact neither of those labels cover their relationship, because they are in love with each other.

My wife and I met when my ex invited some of her friends over to have a giggle at me serving them drinks while I was naked. We hit it off and when I ended it with my ex, she reached out.

Past relationships of mine have included cuckoldry, but all of the relationships were … superficial. Destined not to last. This time, it is different – and for both of us. We knew very quickly that we would be together forever. And so it turned out (so far).

She is from a conservative background and had never thought it was possible to explore fantasies in the real world. I encouraged her to do so, supporting her on the way as she explored various things. Soon enough I introduced her to a man who we had encountered through a mutual friend. We arranged for him to take the lead on various things (impact play, for one, which my wife took to like a duck to water). He took her to places she never knew existed.

A few months ago, she admitted to me that they had feelings for each other. Also that she felt his cock was dominant over mine. That stung, of course.

Since we came back from holiday earlier this month, she sat me down and told me that she was in love with him, he was her partner, and she would remain exclusive to him and anyone else they (as a couple) choose for her to play with.

It’s clear they are in the honeymoon phase of a passionate love affair and can’t get enough of each other.

As a seasoned cuckold, I can enjoy this to an extent. She still lives with me, we cuddle and kiss and share everything. She tells me (and I know it is true) that I am her rock, her centre, and she can never imagine life without me. Just she no longer wants my penis, and her sexual life is continuing with him.

So, these uncharted waters are feeling true cuckolding for the first time. The woman I adore and love and would give anything for, is sexually rejecting me and has given control of her sex life to another man.

Just putting my story out there – any words of empathy, advice, or support greatly appreciated!