What next…

You lay alongside him, your mind calm and content and that sense of caring connection encouraging you to look into his eyes and touch his face as you lay in the semi dark. Gently kissing his lips, your spirit radiating a strong sense of affection for him, waiting for signs that he has finally given in to his feelings for you and will soon tell you what he needs, asking you to comply. You so wanted him to drop the final barrier and to share himself with you completely.

It had been an expressive night of desire, your body tired and sore from his urgent demands, his need left deep inside you, delivered with a deep pitched scream of delight, satisfaction and assertiveness.

Laying spent you both talked for an hour, sharing yourselves and each other openly, acknowledging that this was yet again so very different from every other time you had been together. He wanted you more than any woman in his life, and now you were here of your own free will, no ties to another, just him and you, he could finally allow himself to feel and express everything. He touched your body lovingly, his feet laid over yours, caressing your arms and back, his fingers finding your neck and then your ear, and then you both moved closer to each other and the moment arrived.

You kissed deeply, his tongue gently finding yours, as he lifted himself on top of you, still entwined as he once again entered you. Your excitement was evident as you felt him pin you to the bed with ease, his slow, gently yet assertive entry into you was meet by your deep involuntary sigh of physical emotion, hoping this was to be the moment. As you looked into each other’s eyes, no words of encouragement or sexual verbalisation, just a physical and emotional connection, growing as his penetration probed your mind and body.

His pace gathered, you forced yourself open to gain more of him as he searched for every millimetre of your womanhood, raising his chest to look down and take in your beauty. Holding your arms separately above you with his fingers entwined with yours, his mouth opened and he formed the very words of commitment. He finally said the words he so wanted to say to you and you so wanted to hear. “I love you J”, and then your body took over and you came on his searching manhood as your eyes filled with tears and you acknowledged your love for him.

Nothing would be the same for either of you now, you would see each other more regularly, for longer durations and want nothing more than each other’s love and protection.

To have and hold the love of two very different men fulfilled you, made you feel wanted and desired, and completed you in so very many different ways. I know what you need and want and will always do whatever it is that I can to provide it for you, supporting your love through mine.