Reply To: A challenge to white cucks

Luvr:

I appreciate your insight. Totally agree with you about the myths of cock size and who should be allowed to breed. That’s not to say that I don’t appreciate the feelings of those who feel that black men should be the only breeders. I do. It is part of the larger fantasy that drives those of us bent the same way (for lack of better term). It goes hand in hand with the BBC and little white dick. Most all of us realize the fantasy for what it is. But I ask if there isn’t something more to it than just fantasy? How do those who consider black men more superior really feel about themselves? I think there’s something much deeper behind either those real feelings or fantasy. Has our liberal society driven that point home or is it just some underlying desire to denigrate ones self for sexual gratification?

I do believe that being a cuckold is part of D/s scene enjoyed by so many. While once marginally involved with the Black Rose Society, a D/s organization I saw both sexes who took submission and humiliation to what I call the extreme. That’s only my impression and am not judging. I kind of understand those feelings. Those feelings are part of what washed over me when I saw my friend’s cock enter my lady and how she enjoyed it. Am not saying I deserved to be humiliated but feeling less masculine than the man that took my lady is addictive. Kissing her after she had him in her mouth (and other things I’ve done for them) almost destroyed my self respect. At first, after the event was over I struggled to accept myself for what I’d done and enjoyed doing. There was lots of discussions with my lady and introspection before the guilt was gone.

Naturally, with my psyche now completely on board a longing for more of those same feelings almost become a compulsion and I do find myself enjoying those same fantasies mentioned above even though, all the while, I know they are just fantasies.