Reply To: Finally happy :)

Thanks!
it’s been awhile since I wrote this post, and everything is still going well!

It’s weird how things fall into place, and how close we have all become.Have some occurances of interest that kind of point to how natural it all really is. and how secure we all feel.

Once the cuckolding elements of life fall into the background, and it becomes the norm, the fear really does go away. it’s new, it’s scary, there’s uncertainty, but time seems to fix everything.

We still cuddle, make out, occasionaly do oral. But. Other than that, sex is a huge no no for her and I as stated months ago. A month ago or so, we had some drinks, I got a little frisky, and she rolled with it, but it was weird. The discomfort was underlying on both ends. It was something we both felt, and it’s not the first time this happened.

We chopped it up to the boyfriend being way too integrated, and our lifestyle taking place that actual intercourse for her and I is not a thing at all.

That being said, no woman in my life has ever been as supporting, caring, or devoted to me. Npne of this happened without consent all around. I’m just not the sexual ying to her yang, and that’s fine.

Love and sex arent the same. This is too true, and I think I got in my own way so much in the past thinking that isnt true. Our experiments have led us to having a degree of honesty with eachother that I dont think many couples have, there is no guessing with us, I know what she wants, and how she feels about me. There is something amazing about having all the unfiltered cards on the table.

It does border poly in a small way but, it works for us. As an individual who derives so much from being a cuckold, I am content and happy with her and him being exlusive sexually.

We did finally discuss what happens, and our fears regarding the natural fear if a bun ends up in the oven.

to cut it short, as aloooot of talk went into it. If it ever happens, it is 90% probable it wont be because of me. And (no surprise) their biggest fear is what it would do to me, and how i would deal.

Which you know.. After being a cuck for so long, it doesn’t seem odd, strange, or outlandish for this kind of thing to happen. As long as nothing else changes, and our relationship to eachother remain as it always has been, it really is fine. And there is something still so beautiful about living as honest as we do. It beats bottling up natural feelings and choosing the reluctant paths that so many do in their lives.

Thanks again for reading!