Re: Understanding Myself As A Cuckold

I just can't believe how drawn to this I am. How much I fantasize about this. It was better when we were sexually active and I could clean her after I came in her. It offered some release. Smelling her panties right after she takes them off. All good stuff but I want more. I want to hear her moan in pain when he penetrates her. Watch her face, be next to her while she's getting railed, feeling the bed move. Feeling her hands on the back of my head as I clean up his cum. I don't understand how my mind got here that this is what turns me on. I hate and love it.