Re: Wife Having Lover’s Child

Disappointment stalks our three cosy lives.  Carol had a period a couple of weeks ago and her distress was palpable; she was terribly upset and needed consoling from both myself and Onye.  I guess it was unreasonable to expect her lover to ‘hit the spot’ first time but our expectations had been high and, heaven knows, they had enough practice at getting her pregnant.  Night after night, and even into the morning sometimes I have listened through the bedroom wall to them both making love, knowing that at any time his erupting seed could be the start of a new life in her and total humiliation for me.

 I said to her, while I was consoling her one evening that she should try to relax. “Its different now Carol, you are making a child and the spontaneity may have gone out of your loving with Onye. You seem to be on a mission and have forgotten to have fun.”

 “You’re right,” she replied, “even Onye almost said as much last night, but he’s too much of a gentleman.  But I know what would relax me.”

 I felt a small sense of concern as she looked directly at me. “What?” I asked, my voice sounded far away and nervous because I had an idea of what was coming.

 “Not what.  Who!” she replied, smiling at me.  “I want you there, near me when Onye and I make love.  I need you there to smile at me, and say nice gentle things to me when he is inside me. I love seeing your kind face.  Its not as if you have never seen me with my lover before and each time you have watched us over the years I have always felt a surge of love and affection for you when you are nearby.”

 “I can’t do that Carol, please don’t make me,” I cried, but it was to no avail.

 “Bring your bed in here this afternoon when you get back from work, and you will lay there tonight and keep me relaxed and happy while Onye and I try to make a baby.  Oh and one more thing; you will be naked in your little bed, and do you know why?”

 I shook my head because I knew I had to obey as any submissive Cuckold like myself will testify.

 “Because I want to see that beautiful little golden cage on your pretty pink penis, that’s why.  Its so sweet on you, especially when you have shaved yourself down there. And when I see it I know that you love and obey me. And that relaxes me like nothing else in this world.”

 That afternoon I dismantled my bed and rebuilt it near to Onye and Carol’s bed and, although I didn’t want to do it, the thought of being so close to her was very arousing for me. She told me later that Onye had consented to my presence if it could ease the way to her impregnation, and that I didn’t interfere, which is ironic really since he had been bedding my wife for the last three and a half years without my intervention.

 So that has been my life for the last few weeks, and some more to come I should think.  Lying naked on my bed, watching as they kiss and explore each other as if it were the first time together, holding my breath and keeping quiet as she takes his manhood expertly into her mouth and listening to her squeaks of anticipation as he lays her on the bed. She always smiles up at him as he manoeuvres himself between her open legs, but now she reaches for me every time and I hold her hand gently against my cheek.  I whisper words of encouragement and even I can now tell that my wife is more calm than before and she is taking every loving moment between Onye and herself as precious.

 As for me? I am a cuckold and I know that my place will always be to serve my beautiful wife. Whether it is the more mundane things in life, or whether it is to support her and be devoted to her whilst her lover beds her and impregnates her right there in front of me. I have always accepted what I am, my total devotion to my wife and the emotional feelings (sometimes hurtful, sometimes delightful but always wonderfully humiliating) I find from being cuckolded.

 In the days to come, I shall write further about this journey we have embarked upon but not until we have some news.  Until then please think of me every night on my bed, loving my wife in my way and watching her making a child with Onye.