Re: Wife Having Lover’s Child

Carol is pregnant! When she told me her pregnancy tester had turned blue one morning I felt a complete rush of many different emotions; humiliation, elation, humble, proud and most of all a strong surge of love for Carol. Mistakenly, she mistook my tears for hurt and immediately tried to comfort me by holding me close to her breasts.

“Don’t cry Baby,” she cooed like mother to her child, “you always knew that this would happen.  You have always been so understanding about my affair with Onye, please don’t spoil it.  Not now!”

I lifted my head up to meet her gaze. “I am so proud of you,” I replied, “it was such a shock to actually hear that you are now pregnant. I am not unhappy, its just that my emotions got the better of me………when did you find out?”

Carol replied that she had discovered she was pregnant the day before but had only told Onye that morning before he left to go training with his football team. “I thought it only right that he should be the first to know,” she said looking at me to judge my reaction to her words, “I do belong to him now, after all.”

I looked at her and realised that all this time I had still not understood the depth of her feeling for him.

“I am having his child Sweety,” she said, “and if I can, in time I shall give him all the babies he wants. I will always be his woman even though you and I are still man and wife. But I still love you just as much as I ever have.”

A visit to the doctor that day (Friday) confirmed what we already knew and that evening Onye whisked her off to his apartment in London for the weekend. Carol had wanted to conceive in our house with me nearby but now she is pregnant she can join Onye once again in his bed, and for a short while at least go out on dates again with him.

“Don’t worry dear,” she said “I won’t be drinking or dancing. I intend to spend a lot of time in a horizontal position.” And with that she went off in her Lover’s car leaving me to move my bed back into the spare bedroom.

Over the next weeks I shall watch as my lovely wife’s body expands with Onye’s child and hopefully I shall be able to convey my feelings and emotions to you through this forum.  I have also made myself a promise; that I shall kneel before her and kiss her belly when she gets up in the morning until the baby is born; I don’t know why but it just seems the right thing to do. I am sure that I saw tears in her eyes when I kissed her there today. And at least I can get some bloody sleep now.

Finally, I hope readers will forgive me for practicing my narrative skills, however I thought that this was the best way to get across the story of how we are progressing, the decisions that have been made and the emotions I have felt.  Perhaps I should stick just to factual accounts of my cuckolding but to me that would read like a shopping list; when all is said and done, to be cuckolded and to know that the wife you love is now carrying another man’s child brings forth very strong feelings. And I want to share those emotions with you; so I shall keep on with the narrative in the following posts.